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I'm talking to myself, what could be wrong?
Things pile onto my back, been there so long
A thing so consuming enflames my thoughts
Sets me up once again like it did before

I've got this feeling I can't hide
Ahh, suicide

I want to hurt no one, don't get me wrong
It's just that I'm still here, still here alone
The love I feel for you frightens me so
I don't know what to do or where I can go

In creeps a feeling I can't hide
Ahh, suicide

I counted all the cars that passed by today
On my three by five card, wrote down the names
I bought myself a car, drove it into the yard
Gonna see how it works today
Yes I will

I can't imagine how things are themselves
You are then who am I? Was someone else?
I want to be with you, to be alone
Will you let me touch you? Maybe I should go

I feel all crumpled up inside
Just like a friend I don't know why
I do believe I'm gonna die
Ahh, suicide

© 2002 Douglas Chay
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from Invite the Accident, released February 19, 2003


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Douglas Chay Baltimore, Maryland

Influences include Violent Femmes, the Velvet Underground & Talking Heads, but the music of his forebears is filtered through his own distinctive world view & sonic approach, resulting in a creation uniquely his own.

Simple without being simplistic, accessible without being sycophantic, & clever without feeling smug, he achieves a compelling balance between the new & the familiar. - Scott Hollis
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